Silence

Hello … You do not dream it’s me. 1 month and a half of silence is unexpected from a talkative like me. It is also a first in the history of the blog. In almost 4 years I have never taken a break. I have always found the time, the desire and the energy to come and share with you. I always took the time to come and collect my memories here. Let’s go back to the last months and this absence.

First, you must have noticed that we worked a little on the design in my absence! The blog had a little bit of renovation, I told you in one of my last posts: I couldn’t stand the style of the blog anymore, I did not recognize it, I did not have time to redo everything so I gently neglected the articles. It was honestly the number 1 reason for my silence. There are still some things to fix here and there but I like the result a lot!

Then my job. If you follow me on Instagram you know that my job took a big place in my life, I love what I do, I started in the middle of the sporting season so we had to take the train en route and run very fast . I learned a lot but I also gave everything I had and I realize now (yesterday to be very precise) that I gave a lot of my creativity and that I was emptied when I came home. I did not know what to say to you, how to tell you. Staying the same and not being a bland version of myself.


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I knew that the first half of 2018 would be exhausting, I told you earlier this year on Instagram. New job. 2 weeks in France. 2 months mission with French students. Added to this Miami, the cruise, Los Angeles, Coachella, the road trip to the United States, the move! “small things” that I did not plan for in January and added a bit of work, stress and fatigue to months that were already busy.

I will talk about the trips later, I already published the article on my incredible Coachella experience! The rest is coming soon!

I want to go back on my mission with the students, you were several to ask me questions, it is true that I explained at their arrival but I never explained again in my stories. You missed a story you missed the explanation ahah, no second chance! I was therefore recruited by a French school (3 campuses: Bordeaux, Lyon and Paris) to be coordinator during their stay. It’s a 5 years program, each year their students go to a different country and this year for the first time part of the promo set his bags in Toronto. My mission: organize 10 meetings with digital actors and / or visits and be their point of contact. When I accepted the mission in December I didn’t know what I was gonna do, I had already collaborated with students but never with 31 at once and for 2 months. We said goodbye ten days ago, it was with a twinge in my heart that I saw them leave. It was a great human adventure, to be part of their lives for 2 months and to share what I would have liked to be shared when I was 20, to meet inspiring people, to show them that dreams are not meant to just be dreams. Read their feedback and look forward to seeing what the future holds!

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Finally, I had to move. Just before my trip to France in February I learned that I had to leave before June 1st. I thought my only option was finding a new roomate and I was a little tired of having to reconnect with a stranger with whom to live. Since November 2013 and my departure from the avenue Victor Hugo I had not lived alone. Only after living a year of madness with Mick I lived with a roommate tasteless (we shared the bathroom and bills, nothing more) that depressed me a little, I was a little reluctant and anxious. You have to know that real estate in Toronto is going crazy and living alone is a luxury. While I had abandoned my research by always pushing the day after a friend offered me to take his apartment, he went back to France. Things have obviously not been so simple, a lot of paperwork, battle for the apartment but finally I’m there. I live alone for a month and a half now. I arrange my little cozy nest little by little. I enjoy the simple things of life like watching TV in panties on my couch or inviting my girlfriends to watch a movie at midnight. In my reviews 2017 I told you that for 2018 I felt ready to let someone enter my life, I think the apartment alone and the peace of mind that it brings me was the last thing to change to be really available at 100%. Future I’m coming.

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Good for my return I made you an article of 8km, I hope you had not planned anything else today ..;)

I cannot wait to see the rest, I cannot wait to get your feedback on the new look and this new article, a little different from “usual, way more “confidences:. Very honest. You often ask me how I manage to keep up the pace by always being up and down, I usually manage pretty well but I must admit that there I was a little drowned, that I tested my limits ..

But I’m back.

Thank you for being always be more and more, thank you for your messages. Thank you for being here.

Love.

Look: pants: Pimkie – Tshirt: Mango – Vest: no idea – Shoes: Zara – Purse: Winners – Glasses: no name.

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